hi there y’all,
i’m a day late on this one, but i’m sure that’s not the end of the world for any of you! i know it isn’t for me.
i'm finally done with my long, wonderful, exhausting break, 2 months of which (aka most of it) were filled with work with the national parks service out in boston. i worked with kids for the majority of the time, like i've explained, and reflecting on it feels odd. there's so much to think about.
we worked with YMCAs to make the camp programs happen, so i was expecting a more... privileged demographic, i guess. i sort of realized, though, that during the school year, every kid who comes does so because their parents can afford to get them there and back home and to activities, but during the summer, the YMCA is free childcare for those who can't take care of them or put them somewhere more expensive or specialized, so of course it's going to look a little different !
i loved the kids we worked with, though. of course, there were the really mean kids, and then there were the sweethearts, like a girl who was insistent that i come back to celebrate my february birthday with her and told me she wanted to be like me, and a girl who told me my name was pretty and was incredibly excited to make friendship bracelets with me during a rainy day plan, even though she couldn't do more "exciting" things.
but then it got a little harder sometimes, 'cause at every YMCA there were a few kids with developmental, trauma, and communication disorders, and giving them special attention wasn't easy to manage, but it was more than worth it.
i got to watch a sweet little kid happily chase a ladybug and yell excitedly about his new water bottle with us and not be shamed for it and i got to sit with a kid who had severe shut downs & anger issues and just ride it out with him, and then there was a boy who was absolutely terrified of boats, but felt confident enough to try going onto a stationary historical one once i gave him the option to sit it out and answered some questions.
it wasn't an easy job by any means, and i probably wouldn't do it again, in all honesty, but it was such a good experience to have.
of course, i got to do some things outside of work! i checked out colleges for a few weekends-- brown university, MIT, and wellesley college in particular ! they were all so interesting in their own ways, though brown is my dream school and seeing providence and the campus in person solidified that.
i didn't realize that it was common for universities to have their own museums, though! it just wasn't something i'd ever consider, despite being a very good idea & opportunity to display what they're all about.
now for some lists of cool things i got because my weakest trait is being a total consumerist, even if i buy almost solely from small businesses.
in providence, i checked out this little bookstore (which had a tip jar for the bookstore cat's dental surgery) and got these few things:
- a little weird-looking pink & purple bat sticker that says 'ily'
- a light blue pin with a match on it that says 'prisons are for burning'
- fox and i: an uncommon friendship, a memoir by catherine raven
- punching out: solidarity on the factory floor, a zine by martin glaberman
- a patch that says defend trans youth
- a sticker of a bookshelf colored in with the disability pride flag
i also got to spend a weekend in new york with a close friend of mine, too and we had a wonderful time! i got so many cute small things with them, including:
- 100 boyfriends, a novel by brontez purnell
- a zine on long covid that i can't remember the name of and am too lazy to go find... genuinely amazing zine, though; i almost cried reading it
- house work, a poetry chapbook by cindy juyoung ok
- some sick queer western book recs !
i've ALSO continued going to good restaurants, and got to have some amazing dishes like these:
- rice noodles with peanut sauce & cucumbers
- truffle tortellini that i Devoured
- sushi tacos (??)... did not know these were a thing
- an amazing fresh out of the oven chocolate croissant
- a green curry, a massaman curry, and vegan scallion pancakes that were all fantastic
- a veggie tempura maki roll... so tasty
- this super tasty grapefruit & thai tea drink
- a fantastic ethiopian food spread
finally, i added to my cassette collection!
- atlantic blues: chicago (a mix of exactly what the title says)
- major arcana - speedy ortiz
- chris isaak (self titled) - chris isaak
- musings - angels dust
- bonus: not a new one, but that queer indie rock band one i forgot the name of before is free rain - chainbow
anyway, all in all, boston was pretty wonderful. it was super rough to not have a solid routine outside of work because i was so exhausted, though, which makes me real happy to be back home. i think being there and experiencing the weather & vibes & atmosphere made me realize that the west coast is very much my home !
i love the southwest with all of me, as much as i want to get out of here for a while and set up shop somewhere else for a bit. for now, i'm happy to be back and excited for my classes this semester.
my schedule is kind of insane, though. i’m taking 3 APs, 2 dual credit college courses, and one honors, with my 4 creative writing classes stacked on top… i’ll make it through somehow ! i’ve got my friends in all those classes, anyway.
this is incredibly long, but oh well !
i'm going to rest now, i think.
𓅭 𓅮 𓅯
wishing you a wonderful start to whatever new era, small or large, you might be beginning !
best of omens,
xalli
Loved you saying: "i love the southwest with all of me, as much as i want to get out of here for a while and set up shop somewhere else for a bit." We feel like that too!